Tonight, I can’t stop crying. I’m staring too intently at all the damage I’ve caused. I refuse to look away, move my attention, or fantasize so I don’t have to deal. Yet, I can’t absorb the blows. The knowledge of others’ pain washes over me, their tears combining with mine. I’m drowning. Tonight, I can’t stop crying.
Soul Shattered (by blues1940)Walking earth
He’s but a shadow
Remnant of a soul
His soul shatters
Falls below
Loss of control
Blues,
I am so very sorry for your pain. I’ve looked directly into the face of your despair, and have felt it myself.
I have no other words for you.
Except that I am sorry.
-BizyLizy
Thanks BizyLizy.
As you are probably familiar, these are hard, hard days. No way of avoiding them as my life lurches back and forth onto more solid footing. I know that I’m doing the hard work I have to do. Although, It is a hard path to walk.
I know it is.
Sometimes, we can draw strength in comforting others. I think often of the prayer of St. Francis of Assisi when I struggle.
My thoughts then turn outward, and I understand that the universal law of love is that what we give, we ultimately receive.
There is another, like yourself, who is hurting tonight. She struggles with the pain that her sex addiction has caused herself and others. Her name is Rae, and I encourage you to visit her, and offer words of hope. You might find hope returned to you, my friend.
In fact, I’m sure of it.
http://raesconfessions.blogspot.com/
Many blessings to you…
Hey, Blues…
Just checking in on you.
Hope you are well. Hope your wife is well.
And that you both have reached some level of peace.
Blessings…
-BizyLizy
Wondering if blues is still writing and in recovery… update please.
Updated. Thanks for checking on me.